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charliexavierdoherty:

I’ve only smoked once in my lifetime and to be honest, I’d rather forget that night. Sometimes I miss it though. The smoking, that is. Not because I thought I looked like some cool bastard while doing it, or because everyone else around me still does it while I don’t. I don’t care about any of that. What I miss about smoking is the way I knew it was destroying me.
With the little experience I had that night, I’d figured out that the most exhilarating way to smoke a cigarette was to inhale slowly. It gave me time to think about the smoke crawling down my throat, circling my lungs and poisoning them as much as one small cigarette could. I shouldn’t have liked that but I did. I loved it.
Blowing out the smoke was the best though. As it was all released from my mouth, every dirty thing inside of me was released along with it. The guilt, the fear, the hurt, the lies, the secrets. Everything. 

charliexavierdoherty:

I’ve only smoked once in my lifetime and to be honest, I’d rather forget that night. Sometimes I miss it though. The smoking, that is. Not because I thought I looked like some cool bastard while doing it, or because everyone else around me still does it while I don’t. I don’t care about any of that. What I miss about smoking is the way I knew it was destroying me.

With the little experience I had that night, I’d figured out that the most exhilarating way to smoke a cigarette was to inhale slowly. It gave me time to think about the smoke crawling down my throat, circling my lungs and poisoning them as much as one small cigarette could. I shouldn’t have liked that but I did. I loved it.

Blowing out the smoke was the best though. As it was all released from my mouth, every dirty thing inside of me was released along with it. The guilt, the fear, the hurt, the lies, the secrets. Everything. 

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